i am very busy . i DID message all 16 people yesterday and i DID pass down all the messages shinq asked me to . and she calls me 3mins ago and asked me to give her a complete and detail report of who's coming and who's not and why . den i told her only 3 people replied .

i must have been a tad bit innocent if i thought she was going to just leave it there . so she made me do the obvious . CALL EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM . wtf . :/

so yah i being the responsible one ( let's all be grateful here ) i called every one of them . scribbled the bloody report down and called her back . den some complications in between and she made me call her on and off for like dunnoe how long . :/ i lead a weird life .

okay . anyway , back to my health report . no signs of fever but a very very very bad cough and a voice that sounds like a 10 year-old male who's breaking his voice and the process did NOT go well . hah .

i forgot to mention , i met reuben a few weeks ago . haha on my chalet day . at tm , i was with rachel and dennis . heh . reuben choo that is . i waved to him of cos . he seemed to have difficulty remembering me . but he talked to me online and he said i changed alot . haha thanks ah . would've been a great compliment if i didnt hear that from almost every primary school friend i met for the past 2yrs . heh .

MY BAOBEI LAOGONG I MISS YOU LOADS !!!!

i can't see him tml again cos of stupid open house . who cares about open house anyway besides crappy primary sixes . can't they just go read our sku web instead of coming . : ( i have no desire to entertain them in any way .

but i'm meeting him on monday ! : D school holiday . wheehoo . i havent ask mummy yet though . : ( -prays .

haha yay . muacks darling . : D

oh no . i think i passed the fever thing to mivio and jessica . :/ i'm sorry ! haha . takkair okay 2 of you . get well soon ! : D mummy'll buy u chocolate . haha . debra told me delphine's looking sick too . oh no ! MUMMY CANNOT GET SICK OKAY ! u get sick den u buy me chocolate . haha .

haha my own mother's sick too . i mean getting .

this flu thing is catchy aint it ? hope i didnt pass it to laogong . :/ haha rachel i'm hoping you get it . : D u told me on the phone u wanted to remember ! haha .

i'm staring at my phone now . shinq call me call me ! i wanna know wad time
my shift is . heh . OH GUESS WAD MY PHONE JUST RANG . whee whee !!!

oh chey . justs serene asking me smth . :/ I WANT SHIFT NOW NOW NOW !

i was watching harry potter just now . : D haha . den debra called me on her way home from sku . mivio's supposed to call at 6 plus to con but i think the pig's sleeping .

OH AND MY ART POT BROKE !! : (( i have nothing to pass up for my art piece . damn .

okay i'll go look fer songs now . : D byebye .


LAOGONG I LOVE YOU /

so many things happened when i didnt go sku . how nice .

oh gosh the bitch . THE IRONY MAN . look at her blog . haha . it's amusing me . okay yah . she says people should stop bitching about her cos the problem isnt her ? yah right . oh well . i shant waste anymore time blogging about a person who isnt even worth it .

mivio and debra just told me i got 17.5/20 for some test i dut remember taking . they're trying to cheer me up i think . thanks darlings ..

hais . sort of argued with him today . i really dunnoe wad happened . hais . can we stop this cold war ? i'm really lost without you . : (



i hope u still want to hear this .
LAOGONG I LOVE YOU /

LAOGONG HAPPYY 100th DAY !! : DDD
with many many more 100s to come . muacks . :]

haha . i just visited the sec one blog . so funny . so many weirdos . :/ i still hate the bitch . heh .

great news ! i have recovered yet again . heh . i keep recovering den fever come back . den recover , den back again . its like 39.8 --> 37.6 --> 38.8 --> 39.6 --> 37.5 . ?!!

oh well . i've got alot alot of homework to do . my godsis just asked me to go godma's house to watch vcds with her cos it's her off day . wtf . this is tempting me .....

dammit dammit . can i get sick for one more day den i'll have 3 extra days to do my homework ? -big eyes .

ohyah . DEAR I DREAMT OF YOU YESTERDAY . haha . : DD

oohooh a msg . oh wait , it's shinq . : (

ATTENTION STRINGERS :
no strings tml . : D report at mep room at 1045 tml to learn the farewell song thing for sec fours . details for open house will be passed down later . so call me or smth okay .

why do i have to do work even on my mc days . :/

by the way , everything i eat or drink now has no taste . i can't taste no shit . aaaahhh . but i can taste chicken wing and milo . :] hahaha .

just watched this vcd two weeks notice . haha . it's like quite old but it's damn bloody nice . heh . after i watch i miss him even more . :/ laogong where are you !! wo hen xiang ni . :/:/

oh shit i forgot to eat my medicine . haha . okay .

eew so gross . okay wadever . ohyah . people who know the about the ike thing . go sign his petition for NS deferment (spelt like that?)! haha yup . so he can go to the French music school or smth . heh .

GO SIGN OKAY . mary-anne reminded me . yup . haha .

that time mary-anne was telling me smth about ike that time . haha so funny . he was practically hugging the pole that time while watching Zukermann's concert can . so ironic . haha okay waedever .

yay laogong msged me . : DD okay . byebye .



LAOGONG I LOVEEEE YOU /

hello all . i realised i didnt post for very long . heh . I'M LIKE DAMN SICK CAN . :(

fever's like 39. dunnoe wad , i can't breathe properly , can't eat anything , cough like mad , and i've got running nose . :/ worse thing is . i can't even talk ! aaaaaaaahhhhhh . but i can croak though . heh . can't walk properly either .

i wasnt planning to come online or anything .. cos like i've practically no strength and all . but i msged my laogong and now my mood's like alot better . : D

u cheer me up like dunnoe wad u know ! : DDD

tml's our 100th day . : D heh . muacks laogong ! wo ai ni hen duo . : DD

jubilate was yesterday . i went to hospital in the morning . oh gosh yesterday morning was like the worse can . i was like gasping for air and all . :/ couldn't talk no shit properly . and i was like trembling when i walked .

prayed like mad .

the doctor refused to let me go jubilate . he said i was too weak and i can't even talk properly , what do u think about playing the violin in kallang ? i was thinking like dammit i wanna go so bad can . den i dunnoe why i just cried on the spot . doctor still didnt allow . :/

but in the end i begged and begged my mummy and she said okay . but if anything must go home . i was like okay okay fine anything .

kallang's backstage is like so confusing . so many staircases . :/ i got lost like dunnoe how many times . haha .

laogong , rachel , dennis and yuchun came . : D heh . i went to 7-11 to go find them but in the end shinq called and screamed at me . she said i MUST go back now . :(

heh laogong so cute . : D

so yah . performed and all . i swear it was damn fun can . : D when the curtains were down and some guzheng thing was going on we went to standby . in the end not enough stands . i was like panicking and all . so i kinda ran behind angeline they all to find stands . in the end i went back and joey my stand partner say she fixed the stand . :/ haha .

den the person was like our next batch of performers certainly did not get where they are by just pulling strings . we were like wtf ?! haha . so funny . we heard it like alot of times during rehearsal also but it's still very funny . the person said out conductor was koh not goh . haha . joey was laughing like crazy . i almost poked her with my bow . heh .

i had to put make up . haha . so funny . me , shireena , joey and congyi were like at the toilet . congyi put the eye shadow fer me . blue colour . : D i was screaming like dunnoe what . den i go take and anyhow draw . in the end i drew on my nose . :/

shinq put blusher . haha . i can draw eye shadow now .

mivio gave me flowers ! heh . a bouquet . debra gave a rose . so sweet . haha . when the curtains were going down i could hear people go "go mummy" . ahhas . i asked if it was them and they said yup . : D

laogong owes me flowers . heh . : D raffles hotel ! wheeehoo .

delphine toh was wearing a skirt !!! so unbelivable . so cute . : D mummy fell down . awww . takkair mummy . i'll go slap ur coach for u if u wan .

okay headache coming back . i'll go sleep now .

LAOGONG I LOVE YOU /

omg . i love love love love love love love love love love him so much caaaan . heehee . he just can't stop making me happy . : DDDDD

okay yah . my darling's very sweet . wheehoo . muacks muacks . :] i'm so happy now i can even forget there's rubbish school tml . oh wells . at least i get to see my nuers and i'm kinda pleased by the fact that i'm not the only one suffering from the trauma that there's school tml . haha . he reminded me that .

wheehoo . life is good except for school and homework and teachers . as long as i get through term 3 and 4 without failing anything and without getting minor/major bad stuffs on my record i can go out and ton everyday during the nov and dec holidays . I CAN SEE HIM EVERY SINGLE MINUTE THEN . : D yay yay .

post holiday reflection
i will :

1. love him forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever . : DDD
2. stop forgeting (in a accidentally-on-purpose way) to bring my textbooks / files / homework .
3. stop laughing at my partner whenever she tries to do something funny .
4. keep laughing and annoying dickhead : D
5. stop telling delphine she's retarded .
6. read more books !!! heh .
7. keep my phone bill under $300 .
8. go out more often . HAHA .
9. stop getting all high when he msges me . NONO , THAT'S GOOD . i'll continue doing that .
10. stop posting such long posts .
11. stop accidentally-on-purpose throwing away my bio worksheets .
12. practice my violin / viola / piano more often .
13. get into some french international music school . heh . okay wadever .
14. stop stealing korkor's stuffs .
15. give korkor back his stuffs provided he gives me back mine too .
16. stop calling almost every random guy i see a gay faggot .
17. love him more and more and more and more and more . : DDDD
18. stop calling rachel stupid .
19. stop getting all aggitated when maths teacher starts with her "i'm so sweet and you're breaking my heart" speech .
20. stop laughing when occ says she nice .
21. stop bitching about teachers .
22. stop screaming whenever mivio and the rest suggests going to dickhead's house for proj .

heh . i suppose that's all . woah . i didnt know it stopped at 22 . hahaha . they're not according to order of importance of cos . heh .

wheehoo . i'm msging him now . byebye .

haha . muacks muacks .

LAOGONG I LOVE YOU /

i'm going for nonsense tuition in like 5mins . :/ the only good thing that was supposed to make it better was that it's at simei so i thought i can see him .

but aaahhhh oh well . he ton-ed last night so i guess it'll be too early for him to wake up and reach simei at like wad , 2.15 ? oh wells .

dammit i'm so bored . i've got a whole pile of homework which i have to do BY TODAY . this is bad bad bad .

i miss him !!!!!!! and i can't msg him cos i'm scared he's still sleeping and i dut want ta wake him . cos apparently i was busy sot-ting him on friday night that he didnt sleep well too . haha . so hafta let him sleep right ? see i'm so good .

dammit . 2 more mins . for me to change and get out of the house . should i spike my hair ? ahhhhh forget it .

okay . byebye .

LAOGONG WO HEN AI NI /

ton-ed last night at yuchun's house . : D

met him at inter at 2.45 . went 445 den simei . den some place at marina bay fer steamboat . : DD heh . he was making this egg/chicken thing . veh nice to eat sia . haha . my laogong can cook so good while i can't cook no shit . hahaha .

den me , rachel , dennis and aihua went to laogong's house there wait fer him go home bathe . go to the mart buy food . yumyum . haha . we bought eggs . : D den we went 445 toilet cos rachel complain she high tide . haha .

den we went yuchun's house . tat time was like 12 plus already . we were waiting fer the bus without the t thing . in the end like 4 buses past all have the t thing . so we took a cab down . haha .

we didnt go beach in the end . cos we were all damn tired larh . lazy to walk anymore . haha . but nvm ! we'll go some other day to rock 14 huh laogong . : D heh .

blahblah .

my contacts damn pain at night . i didnt take out and my right eye became kinda red . i think it's cos too dry or smth . so i took out one side of contacts only .

okay i just got some shocking news . :/

anywaaay . i left marmie's house at 2pm . haha . abit i told my mother i going home at 12pm . but wadever lah huh . she called me at 11 plus to get ham for her . like wtf . marmie was like laughing her ass off when she heard about the ham thing .

i reached home at about 3 . den bathed and slept like a pig . until 6 my mummy came in and screamed to wake me up . she said my cousins aunties uncles all here already . i was like wtf . i kinda forgot today got family gathering thing at my house .

jia was laughing at my ipod music . cos i have alot of duplicate songs which i accidentally put in den forgot to take out . gees . den she was like all the songs i see not the ones i have in mind ! got one song was by m2m or smth . den she was like screaming WTF U HAVE THE GAY'S SONG ?! i'm like huh wad gay . den she said Elton John . i was like chey no , are u blind go read the singer u idiot . haha .

so yaah . tat's tat . heh . i'm feeling constipated . :/ i shall go poo . haha . den i'll sleep . so damn tired . okay . byebye .

LAOGONG WO AI NI /

i came back at like 11 yesterday . actually wanted to update but i fell asleep . haha .

okay .. i went to meet him , rachel , dennis , junyu and terence yesterday at 445 . went ta simei . i bought ONE flower for mivio . : DD yay .

i was supposed to buy chocolates also but i forgot .. haha , sorry darling ! i'll buy for u when school reopens yah .

spent time with him abit . : D left simei at about 9 plus . rushed to raffles hotel . heh . mivio told me 10 plus finish ! i thought she meant the production 10 plus finish but actually she was talking about wad time SHE finishes . as in wad time she finishes changing and removing make up and al . haha .

i almost had a heart attack can . debra msged me at what , 8.45 ? she said break already , i'd better go now cos simei's kinda far from there . den i didnt believe so i stayed longer to pei rachel cos yuchun went to tm with her mummy to buy hp . see laopo , i so good . I PEI-ED YOU OKAY !

chel's damn gross can . haha . we were laughing about the ------- thing . heh . rachel wants heart shaped ones . : D haha u lao tiko . stupid pok .

her daddy actually didnt wanna allow her ton today , so she said that i was opening some primary school chalet thing . HER DADDY SAID HE WANTED TO CALL ME !! we almost had a heart attack waiting for his call can . den cos i called terence like 15mins ago to ask about manfred's hotdog thing , terence called me back larh . abit i'm just 10secs walk away from him . -_-"

we almost died when my phone started ringing . as in me and rachel i mean . haha . den i took out my phone and i was like , oh it's terence . haha .

den when her daddy called i was like all sweet and nice . haha . in the end he said okay . : D i was like so high . RACHEL LEE YOU'RE IN DEBT TO ME NOW .

haha yup . den i rushed to the taxi stand . the cab uncle very nice . haha . debra called me and i was like panicking and all and the uncle was like , xiaomei bu yao dan xin . uncle bang ni speed che okay ! haha so cute . : D

raffles hotel damn nice larh . i like i like . : D i was telling my daddy about my wedding plans there in the car . hehheh . cos he asked me which hotel i wanna hold the dinner thing in . so i just picked out either raffles , fullterton or panpac . : D

laogong u'd better start saving money .. haha . kidding kidding . : D

anyway . gave mivio flower . she was like in the middle of removing make up so her face was like half smudged . heh . and she smelt of remover . haha . my nuer's so prreeeetttyyy yesterday !! haha . mummy's proud of you darling . : D

okay i'd better go practice my violin now . toning tonight . can see him whole day . :]

byebye .


LAOGONG I LOVE YOOUUU /

HAPPY THIRD MONTH ANNIVERSARY LAOGONG !

I LLOVEE LOVEE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU !!! : D
remember our promise okaay . i dut care what happened in the past , cause i'll have the rest of ur future right ? we've been through so much together already . i'm not afraid of what else is to come . I HEARTS YOU ! heheh . muacks . :]

heehee . okaay .

apart from that , i'm feeling a tad bit down now . i dunnoe why , so dut ask . ugh . i think i'm pmsing . :/ wtf .

so if i have mood swings or suddenly turned into the biggest attitude fucker around u've got to forgive me .

so yah . heh .

LD's production today ! haha . good luck mivio ! : D i'll go get ur flowers for u .

i dut even know wad time i'm meeting them can . wtf . yujie's like not replying my msges . debra and dickhead are at dance . so if no one calls me at all , i'll wait till 1pm eh ? if no one calls i'll just go buy the flowers myself , pass them to mivio backstage and disappear for the rest of the night .

oh dut worry about me , i'll find smth to do .

he was supposed ta be working today but dunnoe why he told me he's not working already . so why can't go out ? :/ i have to admit i was a tad bit confused when he told me he's not working . ahhhh nvm . forget it .

i miss him ..........

i'm getting all worked up and aggitated now . and i've got fucking ------ . ugh .

maybe i'm just this pissed screwed up asshole who's taking up space on earth . gees . i'll just go rot in the corner with homework around me now . byebye all earthlings .


LAOGONG I HEARTS YOU MANY MANY / : D

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i'm talking to like 3 convertsations on msn now . : DD


one conver's layling . heh heh . she says yhope church people all miss me alot . wahahaha . they say they miss me sleeping on tables and rolling all around the campsite the last camp . haha . : D

another conver's sean korkor . haha . i used to be very close to him but now we've kinda like drifted apart 'cause of some shit thing . haha .

the last one's my favourite !!! haha . bren , joanne and jing . : DDD i miss them like wad the fuck can . i miss the primary school times . haha . we'll just disappear during prefect duty and slack in the den . haha . and we'll snatch to go raise the flags . fun fun fun .

oh debra just talked to me . okay i'm going crazy . my com's like going tattaatatatatataa now . :<

anyway . i went ta meet him today . hehheh . i missed him so much can . : D had fun soting him . hahahaha . laogong remember the zi tao ku chi ? heehee . :]

aaahh . my blogskin's screwing up .

jubilate's coming !! yay . i practiced damn bloody hard okay .

i'm feeling constipated . :/ and bored .

MIVIO CALL ME ! i need entertainment . haha .

okay . byebye .


LAOGONG I LOVE YOUUU /

i just bathed and i smell reaaallyy nice . hahaha .

okay . anywaay .

went for strings at like 9am today . jubilate full rehearsal . i woke up at 8 can . so early . and it was raining like shit . as usual i got drenched . so wad else is new .

DICKHEAD CUT HER HAIR !! hahaaha . that's not really new news but still . i finally saw her today . haha . she was in the hall with the other dance girls . i saw debra too . : DD we were laughing like shit can . dickhead is so retarted . haha . she dance half way her clipped up fringe dropped out . so funny . den the instructor was like screaming at her to fling her long hair with more , wtf get this , more force . HAHAHA . so funny .

come watch jubilate !! it'll be like the best concert ever in the whole universe. hehheh . strings is just right before the interval . : D i think they'll be selling flowers again like last yr . hahaha . i promised mivio i'll buy her flowers during LD's production .

after rehearsal we went back mep room . practice awhile more den we went for lunch . me , mary-anne , angela and jessica went to macs . so funny . the air con was like dripping on mary-anne . hahaha . but there were this group of really weird guys who kept staring at us . gee .

went back to school , den rehearsal again . debra left . :( dickhead was like sitting there all alone reading THE GOOD EARTH . like wad the fuck ?! hahaha . went to irritate her . den she was like debra go home i'm so sad cos nobody talk to me . den i was like so many ppl here u dowan talk . wad , outcast ah . den she gave me her famous dickhead face and whispered all the other ppl here are weird cheena freaks and all . gee man . talk about discrimination . hah .

dorothy was there too ! : D sorry dearie ! i didnt go j8 with you after practice ..

i think string's proggrame aint that bad after all . i mean last yr's one was like really dynamic can . this yr's one is like kinda tone down . Elgar's 2nd movement sounds like this sad love story . :/ but it's nice though .

i was supposed to go for audits tml at music forest . but the person called and say cancel .. :( oh well . i can find other stuffs to do at jj's concert .

yujie just talked to me online . she said my mother was watching world cup . i was like wtf MY MOTHER ? den she said it was delphine . chey . hahaha . delphine's so gay . : D

i've got tuition tml morning until 1pm . :( den i'm going down 445 meet him . wheehee . :]

but i've got to leave at like 3pm cos got strings and if i'm late i'll be so dead .

delphine just said watching world cup helps improve the blood circulation . like wtf ?! i can't imagine her sitting there drinking beer and screaming GOAL !! hahaha this is amusing me .

i used to watch world cup with my brother . haha . i think Oliver Kan wadever u spell his name as , is hot . haha . check out the body man . : D haha kidding . but he's so damn old . why didnt they put him as goal keeper this yr instead of tat weird guy man . poor thing , he has to be the reserve .

i think i blog alot . is this supposed to be normal ? haha .

i miss him alot . :/

ohyah do u know i read my horoscope today . it says my special trait is that i have the ability to make everyone around me feel loved . HAHAHHA . get that , i bring joy to everyone . wheehoo . : D

yujie's funny .


GRACE . 91days ; i llove you dengyuan . :] says:
i'm bored
GRACE . 91days ; i llove you dengyuan . :] says:
:/
GRACE . 91days ; i llove you dengyuan . :] says:
entertain me
S W I T C H E D O F F says:
haha
S W I T C H E D O F F says:
i was told i am not much of a help at the entertainment department


at first i didnt agree . but ..


S W I T C H E D O F F says:
have u ever tried laughing when u drinking and some sort of breverage comes out through yr nose?
GRACE . 91days ; i llove you dengyuan . :] says:
eew gross no


okay tat was funny . and den ..


GRACE . 91days ; i llove you dengyuan . :] says:
but i've spat the drink out before
GRACE . 91days ; i llove you dengyuan . :] says:
haha
S W I T C H E D O F F says:
haha
S W I T C H E D O F F says:
i also
S W I T C H E D O F F says:
i spit on my friends pinafore and some landed on her face
S W I T C H E D O F F says:
haha


okaayy . i shan't sit beside her or in front of her during recess or any other time anymore . haha .

oh by the way do u know i hate it when ppl dot at me when i tell them something . RACHEL LEE RUI QI U KNOW WAD I'M TALKING ABOUT ! she always replies with a dot so i have vowed not to msg her and only call her . and guess wad , as if my laopo doing that aint enough . my nuer yujie's starting to do that too . hah .


S W I T C H E D O F F says:
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S W I T C H E D O F F says:
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S W I T C H E D O F F says:
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GRACE . 91days ; i llove you dengyuan . :] says:
I SAID
GRACE . 91days ; i llove you dengyuan . :] says:
I SAID
GRACE . 91days ; i llove you dengyuan . :] says:
AND I SAID
GRACE . 91days ; i llove you dengyuan . :] says:
STOP
GRACE . 91days ; i llove you dengyuan . :] says:
DOTTING
GRACE . 91days ; i llove you dengyuan . :] says:
ME !!!!
GRACE . 91days ; i llove you dengyuan . :] says:
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until i blew that is . hahahah .


LAOGONG I LLOOOOVVVEE YOU /

i'm very tired now . all my muscles ache like shit . :/

mivio , dorothy and delphine came my house today . we were supposed to study and copy homework and all . den they dragged me off to the beach for like 2hrs . actually wanted to do some kayaking or wadever . in the end we went to cycle . haha .

mivio doesnt know how to . so we were like teaching her and all . she banged into poles , people , fell off the hump somemore . damn funny ! there was once i was behind her , den tis ger just appeared and mivio started screaming . i dunno why but i just chiong-ed in front to block her and in the end i was like sanwiched between both of them . den i fell and tat idiot just rode off like that . the ger i mean , not mivio .

den mivio got a shock and den she fell on top of me . :/

at night they kept pestering my ma to allow me to ton on sat . cos dengyuan they all wanted to open chalet but in the end no space so we were thinking like do other stuffs . but ma says i got some family gathering or smth on sat . den she said friday instead . cos mivio and dorothy said it was dorothy's bdae and all . wheehoo .

can see him on friday . :]

i can't wait ! : D

i shall go sleep now . i'm so tired . byebye .

I LOVE YOU LAOGONG /

sorry for the stupid post yesterday . mood swing . :/

talked to dennis yesterday night for awhile . dengyuan asked me to call . he told me about the stuffs . mm .

promised laogong stuffs and all . : D

anywaaay .

i went to a church at jurong today with ma , uncle , ma's cousin and grandma . so damn early in the morning somemore can . in the end i almost fell asleep during the service . it was in cantonese . :/

den my ma dropped me off at mrt so i took a train down to simei . met him , rachel and dennis for awhile den went for tuition at the stupid tuition centre on lvl 6 eastpoint . i was like half an hr late can . but who cares .

tuition was damn boring . teacher asked me to write this shit thing for him so i did and den when he read it he was like proclaiming i was this child prodigy . okay maybe not child prodigy but he said i was a jing ying . : D hahaha .

the tuition people were weirdos . sigh . as usual . i stopped going for the physics one already . hahaha . but if going for this funny chinese tuition thing can let me see him at least for awhile every sunday i dut mind going .

i'm bored . today's fathers' day . hahaha . korkor ordered pizza i think . we're watching Lord Of The Rings later while we eat . wheehoo .

just got off the phone with chel . she was at lan shop checking the chalet dates and i was at home helping her . abit like all the chalets were booked . coasta sands , downtown east , aloha , aranda . even the one at sentosa was fully booked dammit . :/

i dut care i want a chalet NOOOOWWW . tat way i can see him the whole day and whole night and if i fall asleep i can wake up and the first person i'll see is still him . aaahhh . that's wad i call life okay .

laogong's working now . later after dinner mivio , debra and marmie's going ta call and con . : D den i'll wait till laogong finishes work and he msges me den i'll sleep or smth .

i shall go practise my violin now . did i mention that after i collected it from the Italian guy my violin sounded like damn much better ? he adjusted the sound poles and made a new bridge for me i think . my violin sounds so nice now can . i shall go show off . hahaha .

okay . byebye .

LAOGONG I REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU /

i'm fucking bored . :/

today feels so much like a weekday or a sunday can . ugh . i like stayed at home the whole damn day , if you wanna count going to violin going out . was actually supposed ta go meet karchian at 12.30 for church , but in the end i decided not to go . sorry kar !

wad the fuck's a saturday if i cannot go out and spend the day with my darling .. :/

i've got fucking homework not done and only one pathetic week left of holidays . ugh . if imran's still our form teacher next yr i think i'll just stab myself on the first day of sku . -prays .

and those string practices . life's much better when occ doesnt come . like yesterday . oh joy , the whole mep workroom was like empty . hurray .

i'm miss him i miss him i miss him i miss him i miss him i miss him i miss him i miss him i miss him i miss him i miss him i miss him i miss him i miss him i miss him i miss him i miss him . :/

one more week's our 3rd month and 12 more days to our 100th day . : D i never knew i'd last tis long with a guy, and will actually love a guy so much before . all those past messed up relationships brought me down so much , i never actually thought i'd recover from them . now all i care about is him being happy and that i'll be able to be with him all the way . i finally understand why people say when there's true love nothing matters except him and only him .

chel called just now and told me that him and the rest are going to open another chalet next wk and all . den he msged me to tell me why and stuffs . ugh . i really wanna go , cos i know if i dut go he'll be disappointed and all . he says it'll be alright if i can't make it . he says he's used to it . but now that i think about it , what exactly is the thing that he's used to ? i dut wan him to get used to being sad . i really wanna spend time with him . cos when i'm with him , i feel like the more blessed person in the world .

i used to be able to go out everyday . i came home happy , slept peacefully , and was able to wake up carefreely , contented with all that i have . and now ? i can't even go out on a regular basis . and why ? cos of my mother . she says she wants to make up all the time she has missed out when i was young , cos she was working and all that . she says she doesnt want to make the same mistake with my brother .

i really dut get it . wad is wrong with my brother now ? not much . except the fact that he hasnt recovered from his stroke , he's still a happy-go-lucky guy who knows exactly what he wants and will do all that it takes to get it . except that he can a real bad temper asshole at times , he usually brings laughter to everyone around him . ugh please , if that's wad u call a mistake , i dunnoe what else is right .

where exactly was she , all the times when i was growing up . where was she , when i first learned how to walk and all that ? i'm not blaming her . i know she strives to work and work and work . my lessons are all that are expensive , and she has to pay for them . but have i asked for anything more ? i dut think so . all i ask is that she just grants me my freedom and stop messing up my life .

mivio says she'll call tml and help me ask my ma if i can stay over . she says its her bdae chalet or smth .

-prays

Lord , please help me .

okay , this is sucha long post . i dunnoe why i'm doing this either . maybe i'll delete this later .

byebye .


LAOGONG I REALLY LOVE YOU /

just reached home . i'm damn fucking tired . :/

he pei-ed me go see stars yesterday . wheehoo . : D after all my efforts of dragging him out of the chalet bed at precisely 1.08am . hahaha .

gave him his anniversary present too . abit the early but ya . i bought a playboy lighter , cigg case and a moon . with letters and stuffs . shant explain about the moon thing . wahaha .

drank like 3 cups of vodka yesterday only . i'm so guai can . but in the middle of the night my whole body suddenly became all hot and stuffs den he thought my fever was back .

blahblah . spent loads of time with him . :]

okay i'm very very very tired now . i can't even open my eyes wide now okay . i wore contacts for like 30hrs cos i didnt take them out while i was sleeping yesterday and i went for strings today without taking them out too . so my eyes have like reduced by half it's size or smth . i have small eyes . :/

i shall go sleep before i fall asleep on my table . early nights . : D


LOVE YA LAOGONG /

spent time with him today . :]] he made me eat medicine at chel's house . i think the fever thing's going down already . : D

chalet's tml . i can't wait . : D people comng down ta pei me first . wheehoos .

i'm happy happy happy .

okay . i'm talking to debra and dickhead now . bye .


LOVE YA LAOGONG /

i went ta godma's house early in the morning . den went ta meet chel at 1 plus . pei-ed her to 445 den i left at 3.15 fer strings . got scolding from occ blah . she's sucha asshole .


my godsis was damn gross today . she was preparing to bathe . den she forgot that my p3 cousin was in the room too . so she took out her ------ and started putting on her --- on it . i was like screaming at her to stop cos there's like a p3 boy here . den she went oops and shoved everything under her clothes . haah .

i got shit maths homework due tml . got tuition . aaahhh .

DEAR I MISS YOU . :/

i saw like the wrong day fer the chalet . so it's on thurs instead of wed . i've got 2 more days to wait . den he says he'll pei me go see stars . wheehoo . : D

LOVE YA LAOGONG /

gagaga . i can't talk properly . i've got sore throat , ulsers on my lips and there's a small cut above my lip . aaaahhh .

i need to talk talk talk talk . i'm currently looking fer ppl to talk to on the phone now .

wheehoo . mivio just bathe finished . talking ta her now . :]

i'm sick . i'm wearing a jacket in sucha hot singapore weather and i'm still cold . and no one cares . :(

okay maybe not that no one cares but aaaahhh wadever . i'm getting all pissed and moody .

I'M STILL FEELING COLD .

i miss him .


LOVE YA LAOGONG /

i've got a new phone ! wahaa . daddy's so nice . he bought it fer me as a surprise early bdae present . wheehee . : D nokia 3250 . not bad eh ?

i set a world record today . my ma told me i had tuition at simei today at 2pm . so i went ta simei from Bethany IPC , and i even rushed off after eating my so-called lunch okay . den when i reached there the lady was like telling me today no class . next sunday den start . i was like wtf .

normally is people call me why i nvr go tuition , not why i went fer tuition caan .

!!!!

i'm turning guai . hoohum .

i miss him ! qo38yrhd foc28160`792qyhe liq2g`98y2

can't wait fer wednesday . :]

LOVE YA LAOGONG /

just came back . wheehee .

violin in the morning . den i went to godma's house . left at about 12.30 . den walked to 445 meet him and the others . den we went to bedok . simei . wheehoo .

i've got tuition at simei tml at 2.30 . :/

i miss him already . nvm . at least can see him during chalet . :]

talking to mivio on phone now . wheehoo . byebye .


LOVE YA LAOGONG /

oh gosh . i'm so fucking grossed out now .

eew eew eew . i'm going to have nightmares tonight . wish me luck . :/

fucking bitch . eeeeeeew .

i'm talking to mivio on the phone now . she bitching with me about that gross bitch . wheehoo . : D

byebye .

LOVE YA LAOGONG /

wheehoo . i just came back home . and i stink .

woke up at like 8am today . bathed den left the house with ma . she made me go to the market to eat with her . -_-" the aunties and uncles all recognise me . wheehoo . cos i always go there when i was like 3 or smth . den all of them were like "xiao mei ah . zhang da le horh ! xian zai yue lai yue mei liao . bu yao na me wan pi le horh .."

den i was like . huh . orh . to all of them . so funny . yah okay .

den clementi to meet mivio . den we took a train to jurong point to meet chel . wheehoo . so fun . got most of my stuffs already . :] wanted to buy colour contacts but decided tat i'll buy them some other day . :/

we ate pizza hut . wheehoo . ate like pigs . i was like forcing chel to eat and she was forcing me to eat . in the end we almost puked everything up . den i made mivio eat mine . ahhas .

den chel went back to simei to meet dennis i think . den me and mivio walked around fer like 1/2 hr den i went to sku and mivio went to meet her church friends .

strings was okaay today . i was kinda like late . so i just dashed in with my violin case and bag . occ made me stand there while she lectured the secones cos she said she wanted to talk ta me and all . in the end she only wanted to ask me stuffs about jubilate . scare me can . i thought wad shit .

den strings . so little violin ones today . mm . everyone must come for jubilate 3 !!!! i dut care . strings is performing so everyone shall come and marvel . wheehoo . ahhas . laogong, chel, dennis and marmie's coming . : DD

yay . can see him tml again . wheehoo . den chalet and all . can go beach see stars . :]] i like i like .

i just practiced my violin . lesson tml . and i've got a consultation session with the Italian violin maker already . it's on monday 2pm at esplande . den if the guy thinks there's a need to do like tune-ups and all den i'll let the guy handle it . wheehoo .

actually my life aint that bad at times ya ? look . i've got him . chel . and my crazy pervertic nuers . wad more can i ask for man .

okay . gotta go bathe . i'm hungry . byebye .


LOVE YA LAOGONG /

actually i didnt wan ta post now . but i just checked that this is my 100th post . oh wheehoo . let's celebate my 100th post man . i've created and deleted so many blogs , this is like the first one to hit so many posts .

anyway .

i'm fucking dulan now . AAAAHHH . stupid stupid stupid . my ma says that if i go out this sat i can't go out next sat . but dammit we're celebrating our 3rd month next wk caaaaann . asshole . dut let me go out . aaaaaaaaahhhh .

pissed pissed pissed pissed pissed pissed pissed pissed .

i'm so angry i'm like angry at the whole world now . so everyone who's reading this post if i've screamed at you suddenly or smth i'm so sorry but i can't control my temper now . AAAAAAAHHHH .

anywaaay . i shall try and divert my mind onto other stuffs now .

went ta far east . bought shirt and skirts . den marriot hotel . the place is supposed ta be like 5 stars or smth . but it seems quite okaaayy larhs . i prefer pan pac or fullerton though . wheehoo . i love that place . the lightings at pan pac are like so romantic and nice can . it's good for zilianing too .

den we went ta kino . den came home .

i'm meeting mivio tml at like 11am i think . we're going jp to get my -------- --- --- . wheehoo . i'm looking forward to it . but i need money money money . i shall go dig my room later . den we're going to sku together at 3 cos i've got strings and she's got LD . sians ..

okay . i'm starting to get pissed again . -breathes in and out .

i'll go bathe now . den i'll watch teevee to take my mind off my piss-ness . byebye .

LOVE YA LAOGONG /

i reached home about 11.30 last night . wasnt feeling well so i went to sleep after i bathed . wheehoo .

maths tuition and toa payoh in the morning . den went ta pasir ris inter to meet him , dennis and rachel . marmie came too .

den train to outram . he kept arguing with me . cos of tat msg i sent last time . waha . laogong . forget the msg larhs . ahhas . i shall take back all my words . i dut careeeee . i llove you too much to mean tat . wahaha . :]

den simei . chel and marmie kept irritating me at bk . hmff .

we went ta pet safari too ! the dogs so cute can . they were like ------- . so funny . marmie took a video .

den around 5 had to take cab to debra's house . met delphine , mivio and dorothy there also . wheehee . we were supposed ta copy homework and study and all . but ended up we watched a video and argued about whether dorothy and mivio should leave to go meet dunno who .

den around 7 we went hougang mall to eat . delphine went home so bought food back . den talked and talked . debra's so gross . she kept sticking her toes under mivio's thighs . she tried to do that to me but i kept screaming . wheehee . was annoying dorothy all the way .

anywaaaayyy .

was forced to wake up at like 8 in the morning today . piano . den i came home . i'm supposed ta bathe and change . but i'm blogging . who cares anyway . hah .

got viola at 12 later . den going ta far east with korkor and his stead den we're going marriot hotel to mum mum . wheehoo .

okaay . gotta go . BYEBYE .

LOVE YA LAOGONG /

aaaahhh . sians . got strings later at 3.30 till 6.30 .

i woke up at 12 plus . den watched vcd . den sat in my room stone .

i dowan my holidays to just pass lidat . it's like almost everyday i've got some shit class or wadever .

but at least i've got stuffs to look forward to tml .

maths tuition . den going ta meet him at interchange at 11.45 . go outram . den dunnoe wad time go meet mivio they all . study ! okay more like exchange of homework . haah .

camp on thurs to sat . maybe i'll come back on friday . or else i can't go out on sat . i wan see him ! :/

wheehoo . tml'll be fun . but first i have to get past today . bah .

karchian just msged me the stuffs to bring for yhope camp . must rmb to pack tml ! or else i'll have to go camp with nth like the last camp .. i borrowed so many stuffs from her and the rest ! so paiseh can .

me and him passed msged through poohs ytd . wahaha .

it's 2pm already . better go bathe and go sku . byebye .

LOVE YA LAOGONG /

i'm so bored . i've got violin later at 6pm . aaaahhh .

Italian violin maker coming to esplanade violin shop . the guy in-charge just msged me . gonna send my violin there fer sound checks and all .

i miss him so muuucchhhh .
I LOVE YOU LAOGONG /

okaay . i came home at 12am lidat , so no time no post ytd .

went fer godsis's wedding ceremony in the morning . gosh , when she wore the gown she looked damn pretty can . whoo .

den the lunch thing . i got so bored . i ran off half way . went ta 445 meet him . yay .

den we went ta tm . walkwalk . there was this over the hedge show thing at open plaza . so we went ta watch . didnt see much of it anyway ..

he kept calling me wu gui . :/

went ta cs next cos dennis and dunnoe who wanted to play dunnoe wad with dunnoe who . i didnt go take notice . but , ya .

dunnoe why he didnt play . so he pei-ed me . yay . happy happy . :]

den bus to simei . i had to leave around 5.30 cos i still had to go back for wedding dinner thing . he kept saying i'm going ta get married . blah . :/

LAOGONG I MISS YOU .

so i went home first . bathed den went with ma , korkor and his stead to the wedding dinner . it's at this country club thing called The Legends or smth . the lightings quite nice . like dim dim kind and this ceiling has this type of snowflake shaped stuff so the light comes out in snow flake-ish shape . wheehoo .

table deco also damn nice . it was like this tall vase thing . with 3 lighted candles floating on pink colouring . and flower petals everywhr . so nice right .

food was okaay .

i'm downloading history mid yr review shit from epebble now . see . i'm so guai . only i can't find the maths , english , chinese , science , geog one . ohno . :/

c'mon . call me mivio . CALL ME . I NEED HELP NOWNOWNOW . i'm like heeding the phone of smth . haah . wadever .

didnt go church today . i woke up at 12 . wheehee .

okaay . i shall go off now . byebye .

LOVE YA LAOGONG /

i dut like to be alone .


i'm alone now :/

i'm so bored .

anywaaay . went for piano early in the morning . got scolded for no particular reason . blah .

den jurong point to get some of my stuffs . heh . secret secret . :]

i have one question . wad happens to shooting stars after they drop ? hmm . i wanna see shooting stars . :/ he says he knows whr can see . budden he doesnt wanta tell me . no fair /.

i painted my nails today . wahaha . it's pinkish glitter around it with stars randomly pasted on the nail . and these black lines lining the star to make it look like it's falling . so cute . wahaha .

i did it myself somemore okay ! i'm so creative . whee .

talked ta mivio , delphine , debra and dorothy last night . sorry debra if we made u pissed ! we wont do it again . yups . den in the end everyone put down and left me and delphine . den mivio called again . wahaha . talked till about 11 plus den i put down the phone .

den i got bored again so i msged him . den called him to talk . :]

was so tired i think i sounded damn blur larhs . in the end terence wanted to go home so i put down . yay . at least i heard his voice again . wahaha .

i dut care if my phone bill bursts . not like it didnt already anyway . if i dut talk on the phone i'll be like blocked out from the outside world can . lidat i'll be so bored and lonely i might as well go Switerland and live in the mountain . there got cow talk/moo to me somemore okaaaay .

i dut like to be alone . :/

tml's godsis's wedding . hafta attend the ceremony thingy and dinner thing . practically whole day can . i'm currently like trying to think of ways to sneak out so i can go meet him or smth . except that i'll be wearing like so formal so i'll hafta bring clothes to change .

weddings are cool . but hey , i'm sorta married already . wahaha .

okaay . i shall go do search for songs for my iPod now . byebye .


LOVE YA LAOGONG /

something damn funny and annoying happened today .

i was looking for this book called watermelon . i thought i left it on the dining table . so i asked ma , whrs my watermelon . she was like , i dunnoe . i didnt buy any . den i was like , huh . den she proceeded to hang her clothes .

korkor was watching tv . i went to him and asked , korkor did u see my watermelon . den he looked and me and say , no , but if i did see it i'd have drank it already .

den i was like , funny kor , it's a book ! den he looked at me and said , u can read ?

OF COURSE I CAN READ DAMMIT . gee . wad does he think i am man . i'm norta retard u know . :/

was kinda sad just now cos of some stuffs . budden he cheered me up and all . heehee . yay .

i just llove him so much can . i'm going crazy . everytime i think of him i get all happy and high . wahaha . :]

okaay . i'm going to watch tv and read watermelon now . i shall finish it and prove to mivio , debra and dorothy that i can read . hah .

okay . byebye .


LOVE YA LAOGONG /

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